Surrender

 You can have it all Lord . . . This heart that is not Yours. 

1 Chronicles 29:11-13 

(11)Thine, O Lord, is the greatness and the power, 

And the glory, and the victory, and the majesty; 

For all that is in the heavens and in the earth is thine; 

Thine is the kingdom, O Lord, 

And thou art exalted as head above all. 

(12) Both riches and honor come from thee, 

And thou rulest over all. 

In thy hand are power and might; 

And in thy hand it is to make great and to give strength to all. 

(13) And now we thank thee, our God, 

And praise thy glorious name.

 

A Knight's Vigil (John Pettie, 1884)

Holy Wednesday

 By not letting things creep into the garden out of fear (this was man’s first mistake, not eating the apple.) You shamar (or "guard" the garden God has given you) by bringing everything to light and not hiding anything from Him. Your identity is rooted in surrender to the Father, accepting that you can’t do life without Him. Your masculinity is determined by how well you listen to the Spirit. Your worth comes from the Cross.

from "Men: You Are Not Your Job . . ."

-Tanner Kalina

Let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of God’s kindness.

-Mother Teresa of Calcutta

“A tree is known by its fruit; a man by his deeds. A good deed is never lost; he who sows courtesy reaps friendship, and he who plants kindness gathers love.”

-St. Basil

" . . . (O)ur neighbor’s spiritual need transcends every commandment. Everything else we do is a means to an end. But love is an end already, since God is love.”

-St. Edith Stein

Forged Day 4 - Purified for Strength, A Heart Lifted Up

 The reasons for forging:

• Softens the metal so that the master blacksmith can shape it
• Removes impurities from the metal
• Strengthens the object while it is molded by rearranging the grain structure

Fear is not enough of a motivator in such a difficult task. Only the call to love is, so we must fight desire with desire. 

What do I want my life to look like 10 years from now? How would I be with new habits in place of my old ones?

Consecration Through Joseph Day 1 - My Identity as Child of the Father

 What is it, then, for our hearts to rest in God?

Our adopted sonship with the Father occurs through our union with Christ . . . The journey toward union with God is the story of our human development. God initiates and invites us into this journey, and then accompanies us along the way and provides everything we need to keep going. Through Christ, he unites to our humanity, and our humanity can return to Him through Christ. This means we enter fully into the humanity of God through the door of the humanity of Christ. 

Greg Bottaro and Jen Settle   

Consecration to Jesus through Saint Joseph: An Integrated Look at the Holy Family

p. 11 -12

"Look, the virgin shall conceive and bear a son, and they shall name him Emmanuel," which means, "God is with us."

Mathew 1:23

God has become human so as to be able, in all completeness, to live with us and die with us. We have found in Jesus a fellow human being who is so completely one with us that not a single weakness, pain, or temptation has remained foreign to him. Precisely because Jesus is God and without any sin, he is able to experience our sinful, broken human condition so thoroughly that we may say he knows us better than we know ourselves and loves us more than we love ourselves.

No one else, however well disposed, is ever in a position to be with us so completely that we feel ourselves to be understood and loved without limit. We humans remain too self-centered to be able to forget ourselves fully for the other person's sake. But Jesus does give himself fully, he holds nothing back for himself, he wants to be with us in so total a fashion that we can never again feel alone. Jesus is the compassionate God who comes so close to us in our weakness that we can turn to him without fear.

Henri J. M. Nouwen

"Jesus: God With Us"

from Advent Expectations 

Forged Day 2 - Who Am I to Be?

 Run. Fly. Break your chains; break all the bonds that tie you down to flesh and blood.

Jacques-Bénigne Bossuet

What kind of man do I want to be?

I want to be a man with a generous, over-flowing love who, through my actions, helps my sisters and brothers see the love of Christ. I want the strength and selflessness to sacrifice my own immediate desires, to fight through the temptation to give less -- at work, at home with my family, with my friends, and with my future spouse. I want to know and love God's Will for me so deeply that I act on that Will habitually with grace and humility, even in the face of pain and struggle and trial. I want to be a co-creator with God and a co-healer: to serve the wounded and broken, to inspire and lead others to Jesus on the Cross. 

How do I want to be remembered when I die?

Steady at the Wheel. Ready to Serve. I want to be remembered as someone who lived a beautiful life, a man who was simultaneously a witness and a sign, both to God's reckless, bountiful love and His enduring Mercy. When people were in trouble, they knew they could come to me for support, understanding, and hope. Not because I was so awesome in and of myself, but rather that I was a sign of God's great power and endless love for His children. I want people to know that I loved Jesus, Mary, and Joseph, that I lived a virtuous life according to the Holy Family's example. 

"Like an hourglass with a certain number of grains of sand within it, God has appointed your life to last only a certain number of days, and you have absolutely no idea how many there are. ... In God’s presence, consider: I have no idea when my life will end. All I know is that death will come for me eventually. Am I doing anything to prepare for the real possibility that God may call me, sooner rather than later? If he called me into eternity today, would I be ready?"

— Patrick Madrid, 

A Year with the Bible: Scriptural Wisdom for Daily Living (p. 190)

For this very reason, make every effort to supplement your faith with virtue, virtue with knowledge, knowledge with self-control, self-control with endurance, endurance with devotion, devotion with mutual affection, mutual affection with love. If these are yours and increase in abundance, they will keep you from being idle or unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.

2 Peter 1:5-8

"Jesus Heals on the Sabbath"

(5)One man was there who had been ill for thirty-eight years. (6)When Jesus saw him and knew that he had been lying there a long time, He said to him, "Do you want to be healed?"

...

(8)Jesus said to him, "Rise, take up your pallet, and walk." (9)And at once the man was healed, and he took up his pallet and walked.

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(14)Afterwards, Jesus found him in the temple and said to him, "See you are well! Sin no more, that nothing worse befall you."

John 5

Nine Days of Joseph: Day Three - St. Joseph, Good Provider

Dear St. Joseph,

As the foster father of Jesus, you provided for his human needs. Through the work of your hands, he had food to strengthen him, a house to give him shelter, and clothes to keep him warm. Now, from heaven, you're still working, St. Joseph. Indeed, the loving labor of your prayers provide for all the members of the Body of your Son. But as I'm preparing to consecrate myself completely to you, I ask you to please provide for me and for my loved ones in a special way. Through your prayers, please make sure that we always have food to eat, a roof over our heads, and clothes to wear. Also, please pray for us that in times of abundance, we will never forget God. Pray for us that we will always be grateful for God's gifts and that we will never be a slave to things like food or money, pleasure or power. Finally, help us always to remember and be generous with the poor.

Saint Joseph, with you as my spiritual father, I will do my best not to give in to useless anxiety about my job, money, or material things. I believe you will always make sure I have what I need, and as a good father, I ask that you indulge me a bit by even providing for my material wants, provided they don't take me away from Jesus.

Saint Joseph, Good Provider, please provide for my needs through your powerful prayers.

Fr. Michael Gaitley

Day Three

Nine Days to St. Joseph

"Rest on the Flight into Egypt" (1879)

Luc Oliver Merson

When Father Anthony mentioned this painting at the Museum of Fine Arts he specifically mentions Joseph sprawled, exhausted on the sand at the feet of the sphinx on which Mary and Jesus are resting. Joseph, exhausted from the journey, and probably from fear as well. Fleeing from the horror of the slaughter of the innocents. . .

. . . As he lies on the ground with his staff at his side and his bare feet stretched out, he can also be read not as a figure of exhaustion, but as a figure of supplication. If you removed the figures of Mary and the Child and replaced them with a burning bush, he could easily be a figure of Moses. Shoes removed because this is holy ground, face covered because who dares to look on the face of God and live. In Orthodox iconography the burning bush is a prefigurement of Mary.

I am taken with the image of Joseph as Moses, the inversion of Joseph leading his family into Egypt even as Moses led his people out of Egypt. (Of course we know that later Joseph will lead Mary and Jesus out of Egypt and back to Nazareth.) Joseph, the last of the patriarchs reminds us of all of his predecessors, of their intimate relationship with God. The gesture of Joseph’s arm raised to hide his face reminds me that Moses hid his face after talking with God face to face on the holy mountain. Here is the Christ child, revealing himself, shining in his glory. Here is Joseph who has looked on the face of Christ. If Giotto’s Joseph is hidden behind a pillar, Merson’s Joseph, hiding his face from us and from the radiant child reveals more than is concealed.

Melanie Bettinelli

from "The Flight into Egypt: Seven Sorrows of Mary"

The Wine-Dark Sea

Nine Days to Joseph: Day 1 -- St. Joseph The Powerful Intercessor

Dear St. Joseph, 

After Mary, you're the most powerful intercessor before God. In a sense, Jesus remains obedient to you and will listen to you as you bring my intentions to Him. Because of this, I especially want to entrust myself to your fatherly care, just as Jesus Himself did. . . 

(A)s the best of fathers, as the one God chose to be the virginal father of Jesus, I believe that you know what I need better than I do myself. So go ahead, St. Joseph. I give you permission to care for me as your child. In doing so, I trust that you will do everything in your power to make my life into something beautiful for God. I trust that you will watch over me and that your prayers will guide me, bless me, and protect me. I trust that you will now care for me with the same love and tenderness with which you cared for Jesus.

Fr. Michael Gaitley, MIC

from "Day 1: Time to Entrust"

Nine Days to Joseph

The Innocence by Munir Alawi
from Fine Art America